hi Bridgette,
thnks for the kind words,
your last comment touches upon why i use Anais Nin's quote. . .
we see the world the way we are programmed to,
my nature is to question why, which eventually led me out of the borg, it is said that everything happens for a reason, i think the borg experience opened my mind and caused me to go back and research why i believed what i did,
when i finally realized that the bible had no more truth in it than the koran or any other holy books for that matter, it was an eye opener and confirmed my views that the borg was way off,
it gave me a fresh perspective on life, from there i continued exploring and realizing that i was seeking out my own spiritual nature without a feeling of impending doom,
i was being true to my self and i no longer had the weight of guilt to tell me i was doing something wrong,
i ended up in the one place that always intrigued me,
the irony is too sweet, i ended up at the root of why i believe what i do, by questioning the ones who taught me to avoid the place i am at now, the very same place that was taught to be so "evil" in reality has helped me get in tune with myself and the creative force that surrounds us all, i got here by trashing the hard drive and reinstalling what i feel to be truth and real from my perspective and personal experience,
Satan
life does get better indeed, there is such a feeling of empowerment in knowing that you are in control of your life and that you are doing the things that you feel you should be doing, and not wasting your life on a pointless mission led by another's agenda,
i can relate to the feelings of depression, (i'm kinda upset myself that i missed the 60's), but seriously it took me a while to realize i was depressed, i guess it was denial, i didn't want to confront that side of my nature for i thought it would make me weak, in reality avoiding it was making me weaker, but a good therapist and meds go a long way, keeps your happy happy, if you know what i mean. . . .
im interested in the energy manipulation that you speak of, any begginers book that you recommend other than the one you mentioned earlier?
Claudia,
ever watch south park? the episode where kyle helps restore democracy in cuba and later reports his parents for molesting him so he could go see the raging pussies, on cartman's suggestion. . .
anyhows point is the kids referred to the parents as birthgivers and nothing more, seems to be the perspective i have taken on her. . . .
peace all
dc